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My life....blown up in my face in a nick of time..

Sat Oct 24, 2009, 11:44 PM
...I am not happy...I am scared...I am extremely depressed...and I just want my life back to where it was before...

I have many emotions for this journal...but you know what I'll give you ever single thing that I feel right now from the mood catagory...

I feel:
Outraged
Depressed
Gloomy
Miserable
Alienated
Defeated (used as main mood)
Homesick
Humiliated
Shamed
Nervous
Paniced
Scared
Worried

...look at all that....how humiliating...

Yet, I thought...life wouldn't blow up in my face like this..because my stepmom slipped up...now my dads life is messed up, my life is messed up...and now I want her gone...I'm not going to see her ever again...not even going to say goodbye, she's going and I'm not going to watch her because of what she did to screw this whole thing up...yes it was part of my dads fault too but at the same time...they both needed to grow up

I was a bystander watching it happen...now I have to have the stupidest consequences ever and I did nothing...how humiliating...

2 Comments | Previous Journal Entries
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: ...the air conditioning...
  • Reading: Worried friends messages...
  • Watching: The hotel room which I'm now staying in...
  • Playing: ...
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: red gatorade from a wine glass...

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Well...I love to draw, sing, act, and well have fun ^^. I'm naturally hyper and usually happy. I'm obssesed with anime (overly obssessed) and I enjoy drawing it!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In the air
  • Interests: Anime, drawing (duh), acting, singing
  • Favourite movie: Sweeney Todd ^^
  • Favourite band or musician: Imogen Heap and Christofori
  • Favourite genre of music: All except for country
  • Favourite artist: Me XD

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~chibiibabe817 Nov 14, 2009, 8:16:17 PM
tnx for the fav =3

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I want just once for Bob the Builder to say "CAN WE FIX IT?!" "NO WERE F**CKED!"
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~RuruXSakura Nov 14, 2009, 8:52:54 PM
Np :D

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Take me to the ocean...
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~kennelzedie Nov 10, 2009, 11:54:43 PM
:iconfaveplz:

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:weed: Marijuana is a plant
:weed: It grows in the ground
:weed: If god didn't like it, it wouldn't be around
:lol:
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~kennelzedie Nov 10, 2009, 11:54:43 PM
:iconfaveplz:

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:weed: Marijuana is a plant
:weed: It grows in the ground
:weed: If god didn't like it, it wouldn't be around
:lol:
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~cyclopshammerman Sep 3, 2009, 2:33:09 PM
Ahahahahahahah how do you like my fanfictions. I mean I hand choose that one about you and Ririn to piss off Sky
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~RuruXSakura Sep 4, 2009, 1:46:34 PM
Er uh o.o Well I uh... it was very well detailed ^^; but um...yeah >.>

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Take me to the ocean...
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~bartolosa Sep 17, 2009, 12:34:36 PM
Thank you, and enjoy my many more ones coming up miss Ruru, bye

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Am I a white knight, black king if you have to ask your on the wrong side.
Im an honest man in a dishonest world.
Random person: are you gay
Me: no and you suck.
I stand in awe before that which humans have lost.
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~RuruXSakura Sep 17, 2009, 3:04:33 PM
Either your pulling my leg OR IM FREAKING OUT D: Love, did your friend write this or did you O.o

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Take me to the ocean...
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~bartolosa Sep 18, 2009, 11:01:09 AM
oh crap he didn't he hacked my profile

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Am I a white knight, black king if you have to ask your on the wrong side.
Im an honest man in a dishonest world.
Random person: are you gay
Me: no and you suck.
I stand in awe before that which humans have lost.
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~DARKNESS--ANiME Sep 2, 2009, 4:02:00 PM
Im Going To Watch You Lol I Like Your Work

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I Fell For You
And It Wus Without A Doubt
The Most Amazing Thing
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